#12- All Is Said and Done

Wow, it's been a while since my last blog post. So here we go.

A lot has happened over these past few weeks. Finished up finals, had my break, and next thing I know, I'm already in my second week in the new semester. Time sure flies.

Let's go over the highlights of my break. During the first week, I had a 2 day job courtesy of Ian Nathaniel, and did it with a few other friends. It was surprisingly fun, it was a job under Shell, and we got to work with a few radio announcers. Most notably Ean from Hitz. He's such a nice guy. Met a few new people there as well.

On the second week, I went on a 3-day vacation with the housemates to Johor Bahru and Singapore. I had such a great time there. We explored all of Universal Studios, went walking around Orchard Road, had dinner at Hooters (which was way disappointing, only 1 waitress looked attractive) and ended the night by partying at Mink with my good friend Charmaine Choo. It was exhausting, but an amazing experience.

Nothing interesting happened on my third week of break though. In a blink of an eye, the new semester started. It's gonna be a heavy semester, no doubt. Hopefully I'll do better this time around though. I'm avoiding the girl like a plague, especially since I discovered through Twitter that she seems to be seeing someone else now. Finding out hurt, no doubt but you know what, life goes on. I'll pick up the pieces and carry on.

I just had a pretty fun weekend though. I spent Halloween in Zouk, dressed up as what I call it Dancing Dracula with Jackie Chua, Zafran Aqil and again, Charmaine Choo. The next day I went to Ecoba for Raising The Bar, a monthly hip hop appreciation event with Khidmah Raffick and her friends. I met her friend Farah Hani there, and you know what, she seems pretty cool. Cute too.

Yeah, I need to start exercising.

That's all I have so far. I guess if I had to describe these past few weeks, it would be bittersweet. Right now though, it's more towards sweet.

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#11- A State of Limbo

So it's been a while since my last post. Never really had nothing to blog about. Okay, guess I did but never really gotten to it. I've been trying to keep myself occupied lately. Last week, I had an event job under Shell. It was loads of fun, hanging out with the guys Ian and Kiat while working. Met Hitz DJ Ean as well, really cool guy. Tomorrow I'm off to a vacation with the housemates to Johor Bahru, and Singapore the next day. Hopefully that all turns out well.

I guess I'm blogging right now because I've had time to tend to my emotions. Yes, this is gonna be another post about her.

We haven't been talking for a week now. The last time I talked to her, she was having a hard time with things. I tried to cheer her up, but I guess I said something wrong, or I probably wasn't helping with her situation. She stopped talking to me. Thought she'd drop a text when she cooled down but that doesn't seem to be happening.

I'm horrible at cheering people up. Most of the time when people turn to me when they're having a hard time, I have no idea what to say or what to do. I feel like there's a lot of pressure put on me and I end up saying something wrong.

I guess, I just don't know what I want. I want to be in a relationship, but at the same time I'm so scared of things getting real. Maybe I should stop being scared.